Monday, May 17, 2004 / Monday, May 17, 2004
First time posting here...in fact juz registered in here...well...i decided to record down all my thoughts and feelings...so that if one day i should have my memories erased off...i still have this left...
Life's getting tough...i have to admit that...everything is getting out of hand...mid yr exam results really brings me so much disappointment...but still i tried to keep myself happy so as not to bring down my frens mood...however...once i got home...conflicts juz keep arising btw friends...one after another...smt...i really wish that they put themselves in my shoes...but no one did...even my closest friend din...kinda disappointed with her...well...its really a bad day today...
Love? well...kinda immune by this word...its getting tiring and tiring...to hang on and stuff like tat...maybe i boarded the wrong bus in the beginning...now hopefully this bus would turn its direction and bring me to the destination i want...its kinda impossible to ask me to get down from the bus now...cuz its juz so impossible...well..i realli can't afford and bear to part with this bus...realli cant...